Sunday, May 29, 2005
Friday, May 27, 2005
AADAC Youth Services
It was a really great get together, they had invited a number of old staff members to come and celebrate with them so I got to see a bunch of people that I have not seen for a few years. They have renovated the building recently so I was also given a tour to see the changes... overall it was just a great day.
One of the counsellors Kristin gave a really nice speach as well where she told a story about hiking up a mountain with one of the kids... they were both pretty exhausted and stopped half way up to take a break. They got to talking about how life can sometimes feel like you are just going, going, going until you finally reach the top and then die! They also talked about how they could prevent that from happening and the kid said "I guess you just have to remember to take a break once in a while and appreciate the view, acknowledge the work you've already done"...
I'm glad that AADAC was part of my journey so far and it was great to sit back today and appreciate that part of my journey.
The kids also made us each a beautiful picture and frame to take home with is.
Monday, May 23, 2005
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Star Wars Name & Title
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
BBQ At Ren's
Me, Ren and Bexki headed out to the Point after the Bar-b-que to test our luck... it was up and down but we ended up down :(
Friday, May 20, 2005
Night At G'z
Genitta's good friend Linda got in a terrible accident yesterday and her and her friends were getting together to support each other and to support Linda as well.
We sat around and chatted for a bit...
Tavis and Preston broke out the video games...
and the rest of us eventually broke out the cards for a game of asshole!
It was fun to be had by all...
There Chuck you got your picture on the Blog... finally :)
Monday, May 16, 2005
Lost My Comments
I'm going into work at noon today. I am supervising a new volunteer on the crisis line so it should be a pretty relaxed day... I'll get to visit all the staff and volunteers in the phone room.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Thursday, May 12, 2005
For Deanna (here it is!)
Sasha (no middle name)
2. WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
black
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
the television in the background (apprentice)
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
6131
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
an orange at work
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
dark blue
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
rainy
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Genitta
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
yep
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
shitty
12. FAVOURITE DRINK?
rum&coke
13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
rum&coke
14. FAVOURITE SPORT?
soccer
15.HAIR COLOR?
brown
16. EYE COLOUR?
hazel
17. YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
NO
18. PIERCINGS?
ears
19. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
Genitta (32) & Kent (21)
20. FAVOURITE FOOD?
chicken burger
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
mean girl's
22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
March 4th
23. FAVOURITE RELAXATION SPOT?
outside in the rain
24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
yes
25. FIRST TEENAGE (OR PRE-TEEN) MOVIE STAR CRUSH?
tom cruise (then I became an air cadet!)
26.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer
27. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs
28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Neither
29. LAST RELATIONSHIP?
Too long ago if ever
30. LAST ONE NIGHT STAND?
last year
31. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate
32. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
yes or at least comment!
33. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Jav
34. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Deanna!
35. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
Me and the cats
36. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Jack's Blog
37. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
don't have one
38. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
Drank with my sister
39. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
cinnamon
40. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
No, but I can plug my nose with my lip!
41. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
A good movie
42. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
salted
43. FAVOURITE CAR?
One that's running
44. FAVORITE FLOWER?
I don't know... I'm not a flower fan
45. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
Too many to count
46. CAN YOU JUGGLE? BALLS????
three very slowly
47. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Sunday
48. RED OR WHITE WINE?
red
49. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
cried
50. LIFETIME GOAL?
succeed... in something
Not Good Enough
I've been in trouble at work it seems, but not in trouble at the same time. It can be strange around there sometimes. I'm being told that I am doing a good job and am valued... but that I am not really qualified for my job... which I don't understand because if I wasn't qualified then how could I be doing a good job?
I hold my full time position there and also have a relief position which means I feel like I'm working all the time but it gives me the opportunity to get extra cash and make just enough for my mortgage and bills (I cannot work overtime with my job but I get lieu time if I work long hours in my f/t position). I just got fired from my relief position today... it hurts cause I was struggling with the bills before this and now that's a few more hundred down the hole. I didn't mess up, nobody complained, and they are not saying that I was doing a bad job... they just decided that after me working the position for over a year that I am just not qualified.
It's the biggest reoccuring theme in my life and I just don't get it. I try hard... too hard at times to be good and do it all right... but it always comes down to, we like you, and you do such a good job, but your not good enough. Relationships, career, finances, you name it... I'm good... but apparently not good enough...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
It's A Sick Snowy Day
I called into work to say that I wasn't feeling very good and that I wouldn't be in and headed back to bed with the alarm turned off. I got a few more hours sleep and just woke up with Jaike whinning in my ear... he wanted food and he wanted to go out.
I walked upstairs and it is SNOWING out there... typical Calgary... but I guess it explains my migrane! I'm going to bum around for a bit and if I feel better maybe go into work for a bit... maybe not.
Monday, May 09, 2005
Monday
Training went well today... no need for an ambulance at all!
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Today
A few weeks ago one volunteer on crutches had an accident and really hurt himself leaving the building and today I am pretty sure one of my volunteers had a stroke in training.
They say things happen in three's but I really hope not!
My Boys
I mean just look at those freckles on his nose...
I think Jack's jealous... he wishes he had my cats...
Oh yes and I think my godboys need a haircut!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
The Annual General Meeting
It's been a busy week. We had our Annual General Meeting this week at work (hence the cake). It was really extravagant this year since we are also celebrating our 35th anniversary.
We were even given a wonderful lunch to munch on during the meeting :)
The speakers were even quite interesting... they went thru some of the archives and we got to learn more about the history of the Distress Centre :)
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Another Day
Monday, May 02, 2005
Stormy Days
I think this has something to do with the fact that I told her that "no I did not need flowers on my side of the office" on Saturday when she was in decorating her side of the office...
What can I say... the office is very busy looking now! I'm keeping them up...
This weekend was pretty uneventful... I trained on Saturday and did dishes etc on Sunday.
Avery had a lacrosse game on Friday night which was great to watch!
Jordan took me on a tour of the leisure centre as well...
We got to see what was happening in every room and we also saw the zamboni thing cleaning the ice! It was a good time for all :)