Please Send Your Good Thoughts

I need all of your prayers and good thoughts right now...

I don't think I've mentioned it on the blog before but my closest and favorite aunt has just found out that she is battling breast cancer. Only a few weeks ago they found a lump and were able to remove that but it looks like the battle wasn't won and they are going to have to go in and fight a little harder. She is too strong and spiritual a women to let the fight beat her. My Aunt Chantelle was the person in my life who got me to begin thinking of my spiritual self, about reincarnation, numerology, and spiritualism in general. I have never told her but back in high school when I was in "Career and Life Management" my teacher Mrs. Baxter gave us an assignment to write about someone in our life who had been an inspiration... I wrote about my Aunt Chantelle and how she got me into new age spirituality. It's funny how life works cause only a few years later my aunt moved into the apartment right below Mrs. Baxter and they actually became friends. I'm going to dig into my archive boxes in the storage room and see if I can find that old essay in my high school stuff. I'd love to read it and I'd love to give it to my aunt. I believe that all your thoughts and prayers would create powerful energy and would help make her stronger so please send them our way if you have a moment.

My grandmother is also having some pretty big problems with her heart (which I am not supposed to know about) and she is going in for surgery on Tuesday so she could use a few prayers sent her way as well.

There is a lot going on and a lot of changes happening all around me right now. Change stresses the hell out of me and makes me tired and frustrated. Sorry to all the poor people that got snapped at the last few days :(

At least there are some good things going on as well like the preparations for my trip to Holland this summer... and my house renovations pretty much being done.

I know Ronaye is sick of hearing me say it but I really do miss her and the boys SO MUCH and I just wish I could run up the street and hang out and vent all night with her right now. Them being so far away creates such a huge hole in my life...

Well until the next update :)